This is the last semester of English language, with the final semester consisting only of thesis and practicum.
This represents the closure of a stage; rather than the continuation of instruction, from this point forward we are attempting to prove that we are capable.
Sadly, this last semester of English has not felt very rewarding. Starting the year already exhausted due to some life changing personal life events that I encountered last year and last summer, it wasn’t looking good for me. This led to me being unreliable with homework, as well as, during the early stages of the semester, poor sleep hygiene, and struggling with even showing up on some of my worst days.
These problems were not hopeless, and I did manage to get in a better rhythm as things advanced. My practicum and some of the classes have been very rewarding. With English, however, I have sadly not felt things get much better. The addition of a CAE workshop that made excemption impossible and carried obligatory attendance is one of the main obstacles which negatively affected my motivation and energy regarding the English course. Being forced to take exams regardless of performance immediately meant that everything else asked of us was not very important, and although it can be fun at times, this meant that low-reward but time consuming work from the course was greatly de-emphasized.
This isn’t really a justification for how barren my blog has been this semester, it saddens me that I wasn’t able to give my all; however, when the tasks began to feel pointless because I wasn’t learning something new, and my grades no longer mattered as much (due to compulsory exams), it simply became more effective to commit more time in other areas, such as tests and evaluations, or my practicum and thesis.
The strain of the academic workload has been overwhelming, and while much more hard work is ahead for the last semester of university, I will be giving my best.
With all that said, in this farewell to the blog and Language 7, I’d like to end on a positive note. The last few years have been rather complicated, and while that has affected our careers greatly, I can still praise the ability, poise, kindness, and care that our teachers have demonstrated.